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vvvexationBlarg. My conscience is eating at me from one direction and my sense of self-preservation from the other.
I've got a midterm to study for, in a class I'm way behind in. Only within the past day or so have I even begun to feel that my cognitive abilities are back up to snuff to the extent that I can actually get some productive studying done. Over the next week, reading and working through the sixty pages of formulas we're supposed to be familiar with has got to be my top priority.
But I'm lonely, dammit. I haven't had any company all week, other than a couple of all-too-brief conversations with friends (only one of them in person). What I want is to spend an entire afternoon or evening with someone I'm close to, or potentially close to, instead of being alone. But that would be counterproductive (getting any work done would be the farthest thing from my mind) and therefore irresponsible.
The last friend I spoke to suggested that going out to study someplace with lots of people around might help, even if they're strangers. I hope so. Otherwise I may not last another week without breaking down and asking someone to come over.
I've got a midterm to study for, in a class I'm way behind in. Only within the past day or so have I even begun to feel that my cognitive abilities are back up to snuff to the extent that I can actually get some productive studying done. Over the next week, reading and working through the sixty pages of formulas we're supposed to be familiar with has got to be my top priority.
But I'm lonely, dammit. I haven't had any company all week, other than a couple of all-too-brief conversations with friends (only one of them in person). What I want is to spend an entire afternoon or evening with someone I'm close to, or potentially close to, instead of being alone. But that would be counterproductive (getting any work done would be the farthest thing from my mind) and therefore irresponsible.
The last friend I spoke to suggested that going out to study someplace with lots of people around might help, even if they're strangers. I hope so. Otherwise I may not last another week without breaking down and asking someone to come over.
