Feeling blah

[vvvexation]

Over the last week or two I've been more depressed than usual. Probably at least some of that is hormonal, but knowing that doesn't seem to help much. I'm just not finding even the little motivation I usually have--everything seems pointless, and this of course leads to a vicious cycle as the fact that I'm getting nothing done makes me still more depressed. Loneliness is a big chunk of it too, as I'm in one of those places in my life where it seems there's no one I'm super close to, and no one who really can spare much time for me even if I felt I had the right to ask them to, and that doesn't look likely to change any time soon.

Something's gotta give. I just don't know what yet.

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My mind contradicts itself all too often.

BTW, who is this?

Heya

[(Anonymous)]

Silly mind, stop messing with v.
Oh yeh, this is Scott :)
When's Spring break at Berkeley? Did/are you having fun?

Re: Heya

[vvvexation.livejournal.com]

Week before last. Had all my fun the week prior to that. Am now trying to kick Son Of Depression. Being lonelyish doesn't help.

Re: Heya

[vvvexation.livejournal.com]

So, ya gonna get your own LJ? Eric did. Joiiiiiin uuuuuuuuuuus....